Smoke has covered all the faces around, and I like it! I'm singin':
My boy, Africa,
My boooye Africa,

and I'm not a negger,
by the way,
My boy, Africa,
My boy, I'm a KKK fan,
My boy Africa....

and smoke has covered every where...
laugh out loud, I can dance like a rain man now... My boy...

E(mad)

You know I'm Iranian? my mother tongue is Persian, I can do slang like "zimin khoordatim" or "nokaretam be mola"....
I may even be able to feed a new dose of acetaminophen... I got my own way for fuckin' literature... specially when it's got more than 2 millenium history!

but it's good now... I'm shaping my feelings... This way... Auhh... good!

I hate punkees, rapists, hard rockers, popers, jazzers, metal lovers, raggers, folklorish guys, old song singers, alternative fans and the rest of people; but how disgusting is a world without music...

No problem, hate comes to me when I see something irrelevent:
ketabemoghadas

have your own way, leave the rest of world man!

Today, started as always... normal ache and normal pain, in usual
and expectable places. Thinking, the damned thing never has left
me. How generous are you Lord. You created me, and specified me
from animals, by thinking... then you left me with something has
never left me, thinking... But Lord! you hide the master keys... you
decided, to keep me in darkness... Today, it's my lament... for lost
passed days in misunderstanding... Thanks Lord, Thanks...

Wish I could stop, sometimes. stop doing thing I really don't like. Am I unlucky?? my life is ruined!! I have money, I have backup, I have my job and I like it... but I can't stop sometimes... "rephrased" told me, I'm getting fully engaged with my work, so do I. Emad, you're gonna be a slave, of your business...
Really I don't know where I'm going, it just seems that I can't stop to get there... I am in hurry! that's it... I'm fload in shit, more struggle I do, more I get downed... but even it could be beautiful!

I'm enjoying blogging with no eyes on me, and he thinks how it should be?! idiot one, ofcourse, I am; cause he'd enjoy life much more than me... really, how's being in life and see no one? I bet these guys have never wondered the target of their lives. and this is happiness! not mine... actually I'm in a aquarium, tons of fooling around eyes, are on me. but this "me", is too small to be able to focus. the problem with people, is their focus on you! I mean when you become their subject to focus, you'll fucked up... you have no one interested in fuck with you, you're lucky! this explains solitude, the real nirvana... by the way the fucker asked me how is "you are married and cyber at the same time?!"

Yes, I'm user friendly, but first check the expiration date...