I'm an old pig digging my own shit and can't still smell it on my own knees.This wouldn't be another histeric tragedy or some side effects of being few fucking nights of loneliness, this wouldn't be some script of damned dramatic poetry... and this ain't gonnabe a pre suicide testament... I swear!

Living a lie after 26 years of thinkin' I'm a real misanthropic nerd, I'm gonna hate the entire world sometimes, but I'm still in extreme love with my girl friend after 9 years, so I'm a 9 year old humanist living a lie for 26 years! but I really hate all the other mother fuckers around, messin' up their minds with daily repeated things. but I can't get the hell rid of reading some weblogs talking about these periodical feelings, as ordinary as simple people... so I'm living a lie, I'm living in opositions... at least for 26 past years.

Oldman eating peanut with an unbelievable appetite learned me life is going on, while I'm still looking for better diet program to improve my 6 pack! I don't really know what he was thinkin' about staring at boots and boobs party dancers were shakin' or hands were clapping for that youth spirit... I can't feel it. He may recall some dirty stories of his passed days or thinking about the missed ones!
more than ever, I'm gonna hate life, it doesn't really worth it, with all these technology and brain progress we've made! it doesn't worth it...

Dude, actually it's none of my business to warn you away from reckless speculation. But just this once I’ll be the enabler of your bad conscience. Let’s throw caution to the wind and think about laying down a bitch with your new date in Florida and take an often look at your laptop, see how your 100,000 USD bought stucks are growing minute by minute! estimate the few hours later with the same increasing rate, and get into action with your girlfriend! after two or three adorable shots (if you are that kind of hard!) lay back again and relax, open your laptop and... what the fuck??? how the nasty market could crash in just one and a half hour?!!

jack and jill went up the hill
to smoke some marijuana
jack got high unzipped his fly but jill said i don't wanna
jack and jill went up the hill to have a little fun
stupid jill forgot her pill and now they have a son
now some idiot tell me is it bad news or good?!

What You See Is What You Get!

another man downed, down here... he was on the edge, slippy edge he fell from. I should have anticipated this shit. now I ran faster than ever, I ran into the gate, through the folds of fire and smoke. as the kingdom falls and the king dies, the bridge to the old palace ruins. it's a real disaster! people inside the palace have to live forever isolated. and I will rise a flag every morning in respect of the isolated prisoned family.
Now I'm far enough, take a deep breath and look back. the arcs and steeples are still in sight, but I feel better and safer now. I can shiver when the night wind blows and get tan in the daytime sunlight...