Noise and distortion may be just some Telecom courses but I think we need to learn about them in our actual life! some guys are just like noises, trying to guide you not to get what you are trying to get. and some others are distortion kinds, causing a pretty difference in what you've expected for. as it comes in physics these are natural phenomenal things we may decrease but not omit them; it's the same in humanity, unfortunately!
have you ever seen the movie "saw"? it's a full user manual to torture guys you hate! but some tools are needed!! it's also a new way to ruin your night with a nightmare if you watch it in the midnight!

May I have your attention please? I couldn't do it... I couldn't simply do what the holly light asked me to do. I tried, but my mind might be compromised, by a virus or something.
May I ask you all to step away and look me from a wider fisheye scope? I need to be seen completely! I need to be believed. how can I believe in myself when I know I cannot be trusted by others?? No my dear it ain't reversed... I see myself in a mirror in your hands.
May I tell you the truth now? I simply just couldn't do it.

and I'm here to confess...

Life is playing a game, for some guys it's chess, with all its logics and regulations. for some other it may be roulette, all handled with chance. if you are the kind like me, supposed to play backgammon in this game, considering it half chance half logics:
rule number one in this club is to play just once, then wait for your component to play.
rule number two, don't try to speed up your component to play faster.
rule number three, do not try to force him/her to play your desired move...
life is a game, you gotta play with multiple guys at the moment, so sit back and relax. you've got lot's of opportunities to win or lose...

The wind blew ghostly one more time and found her path through the trees, tried to remember the last smell of the leaves and drop more of them in her last chance. and the old tree took the last deep breath and moved one of his fingers to coddle the seducing wind touching her soft face.
the two lovers stood in front of each other with a sign of victory in their both satisfied eyes. sky shouted at the wind to take her back high, clouds opened the way and swept away the dusts. wind gently stepped up and the tree, was thinking of the unforgettable moonlight suddenly has appeared...

spiritual life is hard working. for me, as a stranger to myself, busy times always sound like being alive. days after days I can work so hard and forget about everything but not a simple minute without a prespective for future... but these days... the dog tired Emad is not as always. bunch of papers and files on my desk and desktop, ain't remain as my lost spirit anymore. I got a lost paradise instead... the paradise to lay over on its dream... somewhere without the worries and nasty bad feelings... no madness no sadness!
it's all about music and fitness maybe! but I feel more existing nowadays...

Life is gonna hate new things. new allotments are gonna get decided and I'm just the right guy to be executed in her arms for more justice shown to new world. the guy with funny feelings about the world, the new guy with so much appetite to call others out of duty and the guy who thought his mind has became a better place for my feelings.
I have to be concern about all of'em or I'm just being executed? I can tell you what he sees in his dreams, a world all with appreciation to his gentle wisdom and laughing at other's idiot feelings! ok, this is exactly what you need to get up early morning and keep on your funny jobs, and I exactly let you...